Mwahaha, if only you knew just awesome I was, but you don't, cuz your stuck over there *waves hand at random place near corner* Ok, now back to normal, if I am ever normal LOL I am soo excited, some of meh friends have been making art for me lol, they are soooo cuteeee I'm like, having some mad love for it, I want to hug it *prints out pics and hugs them* hmm...not as squishy as I thought they would be, but whatever, anyways, sooo freaking happy cuz of those, and I just have to say this...You rock Aaron hahaha, he said I couldn't love him for them, hes asexual right now LOL, meaning he has no interest in girls(or boys so I hear) anyways, he is amazing for those, if you want to see them tellz me lol, and I still love the ones you did for me too Braden <33 I miss DA, I'm still not on here much..tho I have been talking to some peoples here, I'm mainly on gaia (YAY Gaiatards lol)I'm free finally in a week, no more babies to watch X3 << Thats happiness...and wow I sounds different than I used to lol, I'm all, happyish hehe, I was all depressed sounding...Welps, I'm not now, tho some people can still make me go all...Captain Gloom Cloud on them XD and Kassie, I'm still not happy for you send me this song...I can't stop listening...my life is a strange mix of happiness and a blackhole, know what i mean peoples?

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Hey everyone...as most of you have noticed, I haven't been on D.A.....and i really haven't drawn anything...I'm in a huge art block, so don't expect anything from me...I'm really depressed to, so it doesn't help either...so much has happened to me since I last posted something, I have a new cousin, he was born about two months ago, to many hospital trips to tell, I met a guy and he just broke up with me(main reason I'm depressed...)I would kick his ass if I could...in two moths he made me fall in love with him, and at the two month mark, he ripped it all apart...I wish I could hate him for it...I can't even yell at him for it, he's such a bastard...and damn it I still love him, which will get me yelled at by one of my friends when she reads this, cuz she warned me.....well you were right, are you happy? cuz I'm not...I can only hope he gets his heart broken as well, though I wish him the best...bastard said the whole, lets be friends line too...anyone want to hurt him for me? well other than that, I don't have much to say, other than I'm way behind in all my MSG's and devs on here.....


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Its been so long...I missed you all, dears, and I apologize for being gone...
So much has happened in my life, so many good and bad things, that I've fallen behind here. I've many devs to go through, but I've managed to keep up with the messages. I'm hoping that I can finish all my projects by the end of the month, but I've doubts on that. I've finally decided(coughbeingforcedcough) to get my drivers license...I think maybe I might like having it. Recently I've been on a Case Closed trip so I might start doing fanart of it, but I'm a bit afraid to do it, I may kill the art...I've truthfully been pretty depressed lately and have had no drive to do anything, the art I put up a few days ago it the first thing I've drawn in forever. I met a guy that was so nice and really liked me, but I only got to see him twice...he was moving when we met, and I'm going to miss him, even if it was only those few hours we knew each other. But I think I may be feeling a bit better now, I've started listening to stuff other than Diary of Dreams and I've started singing again, so I take that as a good sigh. I've wrote a few little poems I may post, though they are depressing, something about the lies being tormenting caverns where the world loses itself in the twists and turns...maybe not...I think I can get back on track soon, and start trying at art again, and beginning my writing but its probably a long time coming...

This is the most lovely, sweetest, sincere song I've ever heard
Monument [link]
I never wrote you a love song
somehow words could not express what I needed to say.
and so I never wrote you a love song
and now its much, much too late 'cause you've gone away
But I will build this monument
to remember all the love we once had
and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
you stopped loving me...
So I wish I'd had written you a love song
and somehow you understood what it feels to be me
because the Angel loves the sprite forever
and does it unconditionally
But I will build this monument
to remember all the love we once had
and I'll close my eyes and make it how it used to be
I swear I never stopped loving you with everything I am
and it hurts so much to think you stopped loving me
you stopped loving me...



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EDITI was looking at the lyrics of some Cruxshadows song and found this, and thought it very amazing, and true, and it moved me today, even though I've heard the song a million times, it touched me today, reading , like it never has before...this is the best(and complete) song [link] even though it is to kingdom hearts....
Sophia


when life has slipped behind this isolation
cruelty & hatred have become
the cause of those whose eyes are full of wanting
the truth will still abandon none...
so you must carry this light into the darkness
you shall be a star unto the night
you will find hope alive among the hopeless
that is your purpose to this life

the lips draw words
and hands find actions
still there is more within one heart
and to the silence, will you answer?
before the chaos, will you come?

Do not injustice to another
defend the weak & innocent
may truth & honor always guide you
let courage find a life within
Stand up when no one else is willing
act not in anger or in spite
be to this world as a perfect knight
even if it means your life...

here I am,
alive among the injured and the dead
here I am
thy will be done
sancta Sophia
peace is born to your victory
Athena Sophia
how can I hope to live... what I cannot dream?

you cannot map the ways of divinity......
This much is known...
only unto God

and through these doubts
and through your confusion
know that you are chosen to this fight
look to find a soul filled with compassion
look to see see a living source of light

Do not injustice to another
defend the weak & innocent
let truth & honor always guide you
let courage find a life within
Stand up when no one else is willing
act not in hatred or in spite
be to this world as a perfect knight
even if it means your life...

here I am,
alive among the injured and the dead
here I am
thy will be done
sancta Sophia
peace is born to your victory
Athena Sophia
How can I hope to be... what I can't believe...

The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature,
capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty.
If you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between
mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in
brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability. It lies within
the innate capacity for human beings to reflect on their actions,
and show regret. It is most certainly the ability to empathize that gives
them their position. All mammals understand love and affection, but
only man shows a propensity to place himself into the shoes of
another life-form. Losing this capability, among individuals of the species,
reduces them below their much heralded position,
and readies the climate for the likely fall of man.
A fall from grace.

Do not injustice to another
defend the weak & innocent
let truth & honor always guide you
let courage find a life within
Stand up when no one else is willing
act not in hatred or in spite
be to this world as a perfect knight
even if it means your life...

here I am,
alive among the injured and the dead
here I am
thy will be done
sancta Sophia
peace is born to your victory
Athena Sophia
how can I hope to find what I cannot see?
here I am,
alive among the injured and the dead
here I am
thy will be done
sancta Sophia
peace is born to your victory
Hagia Sophia
How can I hope be, what's inside of me?




I bought the first three of The House of Night Series and I think they're ok, not the best, but Chosen pissed me off, and I want to get Untamed soon so it can fix the horrible ending to the last one...I've bought Christmas for everyone but my Aunty...well I lie I did buy her A book, but I want to get her something else too, but I don't know what...everyone else is covered, even my buddy Pride-nee, I hope you like it...I'm looking forward to some cheesecake...yum...All the cooking is about to begin, fun, not, I hate how much we cook, but well a lot of people come, and it has to happen...I'm working on a pic for Pride, and two for my aunt makoblackshadow, I hope to get them done before x-mas, but I don't think I can, well prides will be done like tomorrow, but Makos I haven't even started...Anyways I hope everyone has a great Christmas! or whatever you celebrate! Happy Holidays!

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My 3000 pageview is coming up, and normally I don't care to much about that kind of crap, but its three thousand and it amazes me that I have that many...I really don't think I deserve that much because there are people with so much better art than me...anyways I think that I need to do something for it so whoever catches it I'll do something really awesome for you, don't know what it'll be, so if there's something you really want tell me! and if no one catches it I'll just do a pic saying thank you...oh and I'm broke so it wont be a subscription or something like that...sorry, but I could give you like gaia gold or something like that on gaiaonline....


SO whats up people....I have a cold thing...it maybe scarlet fever, but it could not be...my older brother got scarlet fever and he came to stay with me....because of his kids. Or I could just have a cold thing...because I watched my nephew and he was sick with a cold...BUT it doesn't really matter were I got it, I just know I don't feel good...

Well lets think anything happen to me recently...oh yeah its a boy...haha bet someone thought I was having a kid for a second...no my aunt is prego and we just found out it was a boy! Gavan Nathaniel Lee is want they think they're going to name him, and I love it! Oh and like a week after they found out my uncle had to go to the hospital and they told him he was so sick it could kill him, and he almost went into surgery, but had to wait a few weeks because of something.....then he went to a doctor that specialized in it and she said it was common in men and could only become serious if he left it alone for along time...so really he is fine, but still needs the surgery....

We found out that what is wrong with my brother heart may be because of how much he has grown...he went from just over 5 feet to 6' 2" in about half a year....

I'm being forced to get my drivers license...I know this may sound odd but I don't wont one...


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